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Deadpool: On The One-Year Anniversary of Mom's Death
In the summer of 1979, I was finishing up what would turn out to be the best year of my K-12 education. I was in 9th grade at a high school in Honolulu where everybody was smart, the classes were interesting, and the boys spoke to the girls as if we were the thinking people we are. Kay’s best friend had told her “Come on down. It’s the New South!” She decided to move and take me with her. She informed mom, who basically said okay. I was shocked and disappointed, to say the
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Dec 30, 202510 min read


My Mother Died, and It Is Still A Dragon Year
I am reading an essay about death and dying in a crosswalk while my mother lays dying in the hospital bed across from me the day after...
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Jan 4, 20258 min read


My Son-in-Law Is Dead
They found him near a homeless encampment in the city. He died the day after Christmas. We didn't find out until February 10th. Daughter...
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Mar 2, 20235 min read


I Was Today Years Old
When I discovered that the custody termination papers had come directly to the residence hotel I was staying at in 1992. Wow, that's...
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Oct 15, 20223 min read


Under My Thumb
CW: Disgusting descriptions of infection; pus is involved Back in 1991, MSRA hadn’t yet hit the San Francisco IV drug-using population,...
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Nov 10, 20218 min read


Corn Nuts and Naked Men
I spent eight arrests down at 850 on the 6th floor, one in San Mateo county, and three out at San Bruno. The 6th floor looks like...
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Oct 27, 20216 min read


One Day, Crack Entered the Picture
TW: explicit mentions of sex in exchange for drugs--and no, not the fun kind. One day, crack entered the picture. I'd enjoyed indoor...
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Sep 15, 20218 min read


Deep Addiction, Like Jail, Distorts Time
Deep addiction, like jail, distorts time. Ecstatic states, like a hook pull, also distort time. On one hand, I was acutely aware of every...
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Jun 2, 20217 min read


I Caucus with Malcolm
With that said, this year’s Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. weekend is different for me. For the better part of 20 or so years, I put on the...
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Jan 18, 20213 min read


Why I Don't Protest Too Much
I hardly ever go to protests and this is why.
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Jun 5, 20205 min read


That One Time I Shot Bleach on Purpose
I haven't read any articles. I haven't seen any footage. But I've heard that Dumb Dumb, Jr. was advocating for people to either inject...
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Apr 25, 20203 min read


Social Distancing in the Pod
Bob and Carol and Mary and Susan
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Mar 31, 20203 min read


COVID-19 Lockdown
I too am on lockdown during COVID-19. But am I really?
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Mar 19, 20202 min read


Postpartum
The pain started long before I ever stuck a needle in my arm.
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Mar 8, 20203 min read


Synopsis (cont'd.)
In and out of homeless drug addiction, plus cigarettes.
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Feb 23, 20202 min read
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